I am writing tonight because I want to have a blog; at least, in a very general way. I like the idea of a blog. I have read how important it is to have one from many sources. A blog can help me accomplish x, y, and z.
There are times when I have lots of ideas about what I can do and what I should be writing. In many cases taking the time to write a blog post takes away from the time I could be writing something else that feels more important at that moment. Sometimes it just leads to doing nothing, which is the worst possible outcome.
I am not feeling it right now. Could be a phase; could be insight. I am not understanding the utility of a blog in my case.
I can’t even say that it has anything to do with frustration. I know I do not have thousands of followers waiting for me to write my next post. That is ok with me. I do not mind shouting in an empty room.
I have read numerous books and watched youtube videos about increasing my audience. I don’t want to have to do all that work. Additionally, sitting down to write another blog post seems tiring.
I think I would rather be reading.